Stress Tention, and you guessed it... No spankings.
So I am wondering if my husband was sincere in his offer to at least try this dd thing. It has been over two years since I first brought it up to him, and every spanking I have gotten with the exception of 2 were initiated by me. Either that or they ended in sex. In our house you would need a double edged sword to cut through the tention. It's that thick. ... So why is it so hard for him to realize that all I want him to do is take charge. Its not that hard (At least I don't think) Make Rules, enforce them. If a rule is broken, over the knee, bare behind and a good LONG spanking. No, yelling, no screaming, just lectures, and spanking.He says the reason he doesn't take charge is because I have a death grip on control and he "can't" (for the record there is a difference between cant and won't.) get ahold of it enough to take it. From my point of view he won't even try. He's afraid of taking control... or probably too lazy. I am not sure.
Most tops/doms would read this post and blister me silly for disrespecting them. Him, he probably won't even read it. He isn't interested in anything I do. NOTHING. So, I have decided to give up on my quest for spankings, give up my time on spanking websites, and give up my blog (much to the dismay of my loyal fans.. I love you guys) It doesn't seem that I am doing myself any favors by fantasizing about this stuff. It only makes it worse.
Anyway guys, I want to thank you for all of your support and love..
posted by Kendra @ 9:23 PM
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